I got some Sharpies today. Win.
I keep being floored by asshole behaviour lately.
One of my oldest friends keeps getting shunted by life. Not really by life, per se, but by fucking assholes. I know that she’ll come out the other side stronger and better as always, because she is perfection. But what confuses me is people who seem to think it’s okay to shit all over people that are supposed to be their friends. Lies and deceit, and this continued lack of empathy. Does anyone stop to think about how they would feel if they were on the receiving end of those actions at all anymore?
I can’t fathom this humanity.
I just cannot stand the complete lack of ownership and self-reflection. There is zero empathy. There is spite. And I don’t believe that’s how people are supposed to treat one another.
I just had one of the best weeks/weekends.
There is nothing better than old friends. There is nothing better than Tom Jenkins. And I’m not so weighed down by work anymore. Well, admittedly my workload hasn’t decreased but I’ve managed to focus on forward movements, rather than getting stuck in a negative vacuum.
Times like this, for whatever reason, I really miss Melissa.
It’s pretty good sometimes, huh.
I realised something about myself last night. Around 2:30am. Not sure how I’m going to proceed from here. Maybe have a chat.
I found out today that there’s a certain opinion held of me by people who I would have thought may reserve judgement. Actually, I’m not all that surprised.
I have a fairly strong opinion regarding what is acceptable sexual activity for a female. I think that there are abhorrent double standards held against women, but that there are few strong females who own their sexuality and their inclination towards satisfying their own sex drive. There’s also a lot of confused females in regards to what is empowered sexual activity and what is validation-seeking behaviour.
I don’t actually sleep around. If I sleep with someone, it’s a choice that I make because I want to do so. It’s just a bit disappointing that conversations can be held with one person, and then you find out that they hold a completely different opinion of which they discuss with other people.